Proverbs 14:13 NKJV – Why do I feel this way?

“Even in laughter the heart may sorrow, and the end of mirth may be grief.”

Have you ever been just plain old sad and didn’t know why? I mean, deep down in your heart you ached and on the verge of tears at a moment’s notice. I can tell you, I have. In the stillness of trying to understand what all the emotion was about, you burst out in weeping and the tears don’t seem to end.

This has happened to me. Now I will share with you that I am a man of emotion. When I encounter God and His presence, I typically begin to weep in that knowledge. I am reminded of how majestic and glorified God is and how incredibly small I am. I understand that it was by God’s great mercy and grace that I am even alive. And I begin to weep.

But this particular season of grief, I just couldn’t understand. God blesses me every single day. He watches over me and guides me. He calls me His own and He knows my name. He loves me with an everlasting love. Yet, my heart weeps. I was profoundly sad.

Psalm 6:6 NKJV says it this way, “I am weary with my groaning; all night I make my bed swim; I drench my couch with my tears.” Yup. That pretty much describes it. So what is someone to do? Well God’s Word says that He is close to those who grieve. “The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves such as have a contrite spirit.” (Psalm 34:18 NKJV) And if we know that God is near, we need to pray. Keeping God close during these times is a great comfort. Just resting in the knowledge of God’s love for me takes the sorrow and sweeps it away.

Friend, there will be times when we feel sad and sometimes deep sorrow and simply can’t place our finger on the reason why. But I will tell you that no matter what, God is near. God is ready to send His Holy Spirit to comfort you. We might not even know what to pray for, but God is able to turn our tears into joy. “You will show me the path of life; in Your presence is fullness of joy; at Your right hand are pleasures forevermore.” (Psalm 16:11 NKJV)

Gracious Lord, thank You for being near when sorrow overtakes us. Thank You for taking away the tears and replacing it with joy. Even when we don’t seem to understand, Your mercy overcomes us and by Your Holy Spirit we are comforted. Thank You, O Lord. May we fix our eyes on You in our times of grief. In Jesus Name. AMEN.

Don’t believe me, believe God!

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