Hello, it’s me God. It’s been a rough few days and I know I’ve been trying to figure this all out by myself. Again, I confess that I can’t. You see God it’s overwhelming at times. It seems that every day something new comes up and gets heaped upon my shoulders. The weight is getting unbearable. Yet, I think I’m superman or something. I know you didn’t create me to be superman or any other super hero. But I just seem to forget.
You know those white boards that we keep in our offices to keep track of things that need to be accomplished. A visual “to do” list. Well, when I was thinking about all of this before bed a few nights ago, I saw an empty white board in my thoughts. And then all of a sudden the board was full. Like there was no more room to add a single thing. It was then I thought to myself, “That’s where I’m at.” Again, it overwhelmed me.
I’m told God that You hear and answer every prayer. I’m told that You are faithful and that You are able. I’m told that You never leave my side and that You are my Rock, my Refuge, my Strong Tower. Well, God, I really need You. I’m at my end and I submit to You that I’m not able. I need You to get through the next moment in time even if it’s just the next second because I have no more strength. Help me God! Really, help me God!
I have no more to say because I can’t put anything more into words. So I’m turning to my faith and my hope in You. Encourage me along the way because God I really need it.
Don’t believe me. Believe God!